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ultimatum

Got the psych appointment out of the way. This afternoon will be the test to see if it's helped me yet. Currently, I would like to go out and get some things done, but I have no pants to wear. I threw everything in the laundry this morning so I need to wait for that to finish before I can go out and do anything else. This is fine.

I feel I should update everyone on the whole Idaho thing. My current plans are to hold off on it for a little bit longer. I have been analyzing the whole situation for a good long while and I think I'm just not quite ready for the move yet. Yea, this is something I have been saying forever. Yea I know I shouldn't be living at home anymore. I should be out living on my own. I have to sever the umbilical cord, so to speak. I just don't feel comfortable doing it without any money at all. My hope is either a) I will get some job that will just let me get a little income and then I can have a little in the bank before I leave for Idaho, or b) I will get a decent paying job and be able to afford to live in the Seattle area. But a deadline must be set to force me to do something. So I'm thinking that my 22nd birthday will be a good deadline for me to be out of the house. So there we go. I have given myself an ultimatum.

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warrend
Jul. 15th, 2002 12:31 pm (UTC)
That is a good idea. Everyone gets the "If I move away things will be better" thought once and a while. Things may be better for a short while, but in the end you will come up with the same issues.

Maybe it is the part of me that doesn't want you to leave, but conqour your issues here with friends to help you, and find happiness in that.
patrick
Jul. 15th, 2002 01:13 pm (UTC)
Thanks Danny.
As easy as it is to jump into one of the decisions and just go with it, I would much rather be a little prepared for it. But holding off on something forever because I'm "not prepared" doesn't help me at all.

I would love to see this all work out.

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