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hrm...

If there's something inside that you wanna say
Say it out loud it'll be okay
I will be your light
I will be your light
I will be your light
I will be your light

I Need Love, yeah
I Need Love


Trying to sit here and fill out applications. I want a job. I really do. But I always get stuck. This is my problem. I need to push myself harder. It's not that I don't want to, but that I'm afraid of the result. This fear keeps me from moving on. I understand this. I am trying to fight it now. It's just so much easier to look at the computer screen. It's so much easier to distract myself with livejournal, with email, with aim, with video games, with yard work, with contact juggling, with anything besides this. And I enjoy these distractions and it's not like they are really a bad thing in themselves. These things all have their place, I just like putting their place in the way of the things I'm afraid to do.

I'm struggling.

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karennature
Jun. 26th, 2002 05:34 pm (UTC)
Hang in there babes. You've got what it takes, even if you're struggling.
warrend
Jun. 26th, 2002 05:40 pm (UTC)
go pat go!

We know you can do it man.
scientaestubiqu
Jun. 26th, 2002 08:59 pm (UTC)
*hug* hang in there
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