April 9th, 2005



I've been having vivid dreams lately.
The settings have varied quite a bit
from dream to dream,
ranging from a medieval castle
to a night club
to a park
to whatever other random location
my mind seems to pick.
The theme of these dreams
has been consistent and unchanging.
I am talking with
beautiful, anonymous women who
I charm with my
Casanova like savoir-faire.
These dreams are often fairly
sexual (la de da)
and I wake up feeling
horny in the morning.
It makes me happy while I'm sleeping,
sad when I wake up,
and depressed that I can't won't
make myself act like that in real life.