March 22nd, 2004



The list is too long and the motivation is not there.

It always starts like this. It's like a black hole that just starts to pull everything into a state of discontentment with a dash of boredom. I hate boredom. It feels like a bad headache that no amount of pain killers get rid of. It wouldn't be so bad, but when it starts to affect me, it really starts killing that drive for anything. I have to pull myself away from everything and start fresh.

This is easier said then done.