July 30th, 2003


The more things change, the more they stay the same

I'm having a lot of mixed feelings right now. There is so much going around in my life and I just don't know how to handle this. It feels like there is more money going out then coming in, which is basically true. It's not just because of bills and such, but also because I'm not getting enough hours at any one store I am working at. I've managed to get myself to be working at about 4 stores on a regular basis just so that I can get enough hours. I'm glad that I am working enough (barely), but I really dislike having to work at a different store every day.
I'm very happy that I have internet back at the house and cable tv is a nice distraction, but there is more issues going on that just bring me down more. The computer I have seems to be on the way out, which has been the status of my computers ever since I moved out of my parents' house at the beginning of the year. Hardware keeps failing, and I don't have the money to be replacing parts. First it was the NIC in my server, then a million problems with my desktop like the hard drive failing, the video card crapping out on me, my mouse failing, my dvd drive stopped reading discs and now my computer is freezing up on my every so often. I'm fucking with things and hoping that the computer will work better, but it seems like it's just going to be yet another thing to spend money on. sigh.

It is crazy hot in my room. I think I need a fan to help cool things down. Like I said, yet another thing to spend money on. I think that needs to be an acronym. YATTSMO.
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