May 31st, 2003


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I am discontent again. It's been coming and going a lot recently. Sometimes, it swings all the way into depression but then it swings back and i don't feel like i have any problem at all. It was hitting me last night at the Infected Mushroom show (which was quite a bit of fun) towards the end of the night. Maybe it was the loud music and the lack of being able to communitcate with others. I don't know how people actually meet each other in that sort of enviroment. When the music is so loud that conversation is impossible, how can you possibly talk to anyone, let alone someone you've never met before.

Don't get me wrong, though. I had a great time last night. I danced and laughed and saw a ton of friends. My legs feel like jello and my ears ache a little bit. Maybe i should invest in some ear plugs?

I got home really late from the club and proceeded to sleep forever. I'm missing important things that are happening now. I need to get dressed and get out of the house like now.
  • Current Music
    the ambient noise of the house