May 22nd, 2002


move along, there is nothing but self pity here

Today wasn't all that good for social interaction. I did have a nice time with ashley, but I have just been really down. Sorry ash if I was boring, or a drag to be with.

I've just been lost in thought mostly and don't really know how to share this with others. I had the same problem tonight when I went to Watertown. London and Nikki were there are it's really great fun seeing them, but I just don't feel like I have anything to say. Being social in a group is too much energy right now, it seems. I think I need to keep social interaction down to a minimum and maybe only be around one or two people at most when I'm with others. It will help my sanity.

I'm looking for that thing that will push me in the right direction. I haven't been slumped in a depression for a while.

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  • Current Music
    Massive Habit - Sad


Last night, I dreamed that my parents decided to move. So we pack up everything in the house in boxes. The first part of the dream was just me packing things up the whole time. My dad came into my room and was helping for a bit. Once everything was packed up, we proceeded to break all the windows in the house. Then we jumped in the car and left.

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I watched The Iron Giant tonight, which was an amazing film. I really am quite impressed. Quite possibly one of the best animated movies of all time. Really. I may watch it again before I return the dvd to nder. :)

the evening as been spent alone, which is kinda nice. Getting a couple things done that need to be done.
  • Current Music
    Philip Glass - Violin Concerto