move along, there is nothing but self pity here
Today wasn't all that good for social interaction. I did have a nice time with ashley, but I have just been really down. Sorry ash if I was boring, or a drag to be with.
I've just been lost in thought mostly and don't really know how to share this with others. I had the same problem tonight when I went to Watertown. London and Nikki were there are it's really great fun seeing them, but I just don't feel like I have anything to say. Being social in a group is too much energy right now, it seems. I think I need to keep social interaction down to a minimum and maybe only be around one or two people at most when I'm with others. It will help my sanity.
I'm looking for that thing that will push me in the right direction. I haven't been slumped in a depression for a while.
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I've just been lost in thought mostly and don't really know how to share this with others. I had the same problem tonight when I went to Watertown. London and Nikki were there are it's really great fun seeing them, but I just don't feel like I have anything to say. Being social in a group is too much energy right now, it seems. I think I need to keep social interaction down to a minimum and maybe only be around one or two people at most when I'm with others. It will help my sanity.
I'm looking for that thing that will push me in the right direction. I haven't been slumped in a depression for a while.
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