It sure doesn’t feel like everything is in its right place. It feels like I’m stuck, and although I keep on shifting, nothing happens except me sinking a little bit further. There is so much that is going right and good, and yet it feels ineffective. Is it just my skewed perspective? I like to think I am capable of being reasonable in my actions, but I don’t really want to anymore. You know how sometimes we desire change so we do something like cut our hair? My hair needs a cut. That won’t be enough to actually change anything.
So I sit here at my computer at 6:30 am, and watch the sun rise from my window. It pretty and simple.