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Constantly depressed

I never feel good enough. Nobody loves me enough. I'm not attractive enough. I'm not smart enough.

And this post will only appear as whining to all of you. Nobody will take this seriously enough.

I'm going to Denny's and I'm going to eat some food. That makes me feel better when people do not.

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crystalstarr
Oct. 5th, 2005 12:49 pm (UTC)
:(
patrick
Oct. 5th, 2005 04:58 pm (UTC)
I drank enough to get me all depressed last night! oh my.

;)
jizosh
Oct. 5th, 2005 04:36 pm (UTC)
I think relying on others to make you happy is a really dangerous and slippery slope. But keep your chin up, sir. We Libras need to stick together.
patrick
Oct. 5th, 2005 04:55 pm (UTC)
That's part of the problem. I have this need to depend on others for my happiness. It's one of those big self esteem issues that I need to fix. Libras are social creatures by nature, and sometimes it's easy to let that take over.
jizosh
Oct. 5th, 2005 05:02 pm (UTC)
Oh I know all about that, and I empathize. I would also suggest making some changes in your routine. Doesn't have to be anything major...just enough to ruffle some feathers.
roark
Oct. 5th, 2005 04:48 pm (UTC)
Perhaps try thinking of a grand way to change the way you live your life for the better?

For me that had something to do with biking 6 miles a day, thinking of sweet movies I could make, and hanging out with anyone that would tolerate me. Also, swimming is sweet. Oh god and foosball!

The point is, when you're in some rut, just envision some new sweet way of life, things you never do, and just do them. Transform yourself a bit.
patrick
Oct. 5th, 2005 05:21 pm (UTC)
I am trying to make that happen. Exercising more often, practicing the guitar, etc. It's just difficult to get started sometimes.
chopolonaise
Oct. 6th, 2005 12:23 am (UTC)


it is difficult to get started. so difficult i haven't even started to get started. i've been in a rut too.
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