do that all the time when I was working in retail stores. I still say that
sometimes while working at my current job, but I think it's more a matter
that I hate customers specifically. I hate answering the phone and talking
to strangers. I don't like to go up to new people and start conversations,
but somewhere deep down inside, I desire that emotional connection that
other people provide and I get depressed if I don't get it. The problem is
that most people just don't give me the human connection that I want.
I just can't win, but I don't think I really want to either.