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This past weekend has left me feeling confused and a little awkward. I
think I need to control my drinking for a little bit. I've just been
getting stupid drunk a little too much for my own good.

I bite my fingernails too much. It's one of my biggest bad habits. I have
tried and tried get myself to stop. Sometime I bite them enough and my
fingers start to bleed. I wish I could control this affliction. I stopped
typing right then to bite my nails.

I'm all kinds of defective. I could write about my problems all day long.

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llarian
Oct. 18th, 2004 02:44 pm (UTC)
I hear ya, I'm realizing I've been writing about my problems way too damn much lately...

Time to stop writing about them and start fixing them, no? =)
ex_ross408
Oct. 18th, 2004 03:18 pm (UTC)
I don't know what kind of nail biter you are (conscious or unconscious), but they have this stuff that you paint onto your nails (it's totally clear/unnoticeable) that tastes pretty fucking foul - it's meant for folks who bite their nails without realizing it.. You could also go the cheaper route and just use tobacco sauce :P
ex_ross408
Oct. 18th, 2004 03:20 pm (UTC)
Um I meant tabasco sauce, but I suppose tobacco sauce might do the trick as well.
kayetea
Oct. 18th, 2004 04:10 pm (UTC)
dont worry about it... I'm about to go downstairs once they finish fixing the elevator to clean my own vomit off of my car door..
patrick
Oct. 19th, 2004 07:23 pm (UTC)
It's better than cleaning someone else's vomit off your car door, i guess.
snowgddess
Oct. 19th, 2004 11:06 am (UTC)
writing about your problems doesnt make them go away.
it seems all you ever talk about lately is how unhappy you are with yourself.
you need to just make the decision to do something and do it. and not look back.
patrick
Oct. 19th, 2004 07:14 pm (UTC)
You are right, of course. I have been wondering that myself. How much complaining will it take before I actually decide that it's time to make that change?

I've been thinking a lot about that. It's just a matter of making that thinking become an action. I understand my problems better than I give myself credit for. I know how I can become a better person, I just don't know how to change.
snowgddess
Oct. 19th, 2004 11:25 pm (UTC)
I dont quite believe that.
I do believe that you do know how to change.
I just think you're scared that you won't be able to. But you have to realize there are people that care about you that will support you. And you just have to do it.
patrick
Oct. 29th, 2004 03:14 am (UTC)
...

I want to make this change. I just...

Fuck, I'm not really sure what's holding me back. Habit, maybe?
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