?

Log in

No account? Create an account

Previous Entry | Next Entry

It's his latest disaster

I'm all out of cookie joys. Trader Joe's should sell costco size bags of the fuckers.
There is a cat fight outside. And there, I just heard screeching car tires. I love the raw madness of the city.
I really could use a cigarette right now, but I ran out last night. If I stay up any longer tonight, I will force myself to walk to a 24 hour store to buy some more. I really should just hold off and buy some tomorrow when I stop for gas on the way to work.
I'm feeling a little bit hungry. I only ate one meal today, but with it being close to time to sleep (or is that past time to sleep) I really should ignore the hungry. This really goes back to either wishing I had more cookie joys to eat or a cigarette to smoke. Either would solve this problem.

I hate having regrets about things, but I tend to end up with them wherever I go. I really don't like being the "nice guy" because I tend to get ignored, but if I'm a jerk or an asshole then I feel bad about the things I do. None of this shit ever seems to pay off.

Everything is related.

Comments

( 14 comments — Leave a comment )
(Deleted comment)
patrick
Jun. 1st, 2003 10:52 am (UTC)
I don't think that you ignoring me or not ignoring me is related to how nice I am
I did. Now I'm up getting ready for work like a good boy.

ps
Email me the infoz?
(Deleted comment)
patrick
Jun. 2nd, 2003 12:31 am (UTC)
Re: That's because I'm never really ignoring you.
rad, thanks. Now the fun begins.
snowgddess
Jun. 1st, 2003 12:19 pm (UTC)
only thing you should regret is that you started smoking :P
skinburntstar
Jun. 1st, 2003 01:20 pm (UTC)
I have to agree with this.
(damnitass)
patrick
Jun. 2nd, 2003 12:30 am (UTC)
Re:
sucks, don't it?
patrick
Jun. 2nd, 2003 12:36 am (UTC)
Re:
And you are right about this. It's something that I do regret. Any sort of reason to smoke doesn't make up for the downsides. The money, the smell, the cravings, none of these things are worth it. I do put a lot of thought into this, but alas, I keep on smoking for whatever bullshit crappy reason that I think of. :(
stef2dope
Jun. 1st, 2003 01:50 pm (UTC)
I'm so with you on that one Patrick
As it seems to be a really bad double edged sword, on one hand when we're nice, no one notices us or gives the attention we crave. However, when we're assholes we get the attention, yet at the same time end up feeling like shit for treating someone bad. No matter how you slice it, we're stuck in middleness.
patrick
Jun. 2nd, 2003 12:30 am (UTC)
Re: I'm so with you on that one Patrick
Everyone is, I guess. But some people just know how to deal with it better. Not that I really want to feel comfortable being an asshole, but then... I guess I wouldn't mind too much.
ex_ross408
Jun. 3rd, 2003 11:18 am (UTC)
uh dude.. I'm scared...
patrick
Jun. 3rd, 2003 06:35 pm (UTC)
Re: uh dude.. I'm scared...
110% percent? that's fucking insane.
ex_ross408
Jun. 3rd, 2003 07:11 pm (UTC)
Re: uh dude.. I'm scared...
wanna just say fuckit and get married?
patrick
Jun. 3rd, 2003 07:23 pm (UTC)
Re: uh dude.. I'm scared...
not really. How about we just fuck a lot instead?
ex_ross408
Jun. 3rd, 2003 07:37 pm (UTC)
Re: uh dude.. I'm scared...
Just who the hell do you think I am, I'm not putting out without a ring on this finger, got that sister?
patrick
Jun. 3rd, 2003 07:38 pm (UTC)
Re: uh dude.. I'm scared...
That's fine, I'll kick ya to the curb and find a much hotter person to have teh sex with instead. :P
( 14 comments — Leave a comment )

Profile

villain
patrick
The Greatest Fucking Genius of All Time

Latest Month

June 2010
S M T W T F S
  12345
6789101112
13141516171819
20212223242526
27282930   

Tags

Powered by LiveJournal.com