I still feel young. I still feel hopeful and full of energy. I don't think about how another year has past in my life. I think of it more as another day to spend good times with the people I enjoy. I want to try and not think about the things that will never happen. I should focus on what will or what can happen. Funny how today, the world is spinning out of control. Meanwhile, I'm just trying to grasp at some sort of order for myself.